Hi Folks..

 

My goodness its nearly the end of January and I still dont have my act together...

 

Is there really such a thing as the January Blues...

 

cause if there is I think I have them.... NO Really!!!

 

So far this month ... I havent achieve a great deal...

 

Im certainly not on top of my game!!!

 

I have however had some fabulous encounters..

 

I have also had some great MSN Chats....

 

I Have also gotten over that nasty Flu.. I hope you have either managed to avoid it!

 

or are all fully recovered.... *smile*

 

I have been asked out on dates.. By Three different guys this month!!

 

Very flattering... I actually think I would love to be in a relationship...

 

It would be nice to cuddle up on the couch with someone,

 

especially  on a day like today when its cold and wet outside....

 

I miss that intimacy that a relationship brings....

 

I really enjoy the encounters I have... Really I do... I know some incredible men!

 

The passion, the sensuality, erotisim, the sex!!! the chat!!! I love stories...

 

These moments in time.... are etched in my mind.. sometimes captured in a blog!!!

 

But they are that moments in time... and Im not always that girl!!!.

 

I have to do the normal mundane things too.. Shopping.. washing ..cleaning...

 

Caring for family... Looking after me... Studying...

 

I would be a difficult person to have a relationship with!!

 

I dont really have the time for one!!!  As the woodworker found out last year!!

 

You just have to look at my calender to see .. Im away alot!!.. with the travelling..

 

the touring the studying.. and the working...  Where do I fit a relationship in!!!

 

So for the time being..

 

I guess my intimacy will have to stay with the chaps I see...

 

and be wonderful moments of time! etched in my mind!!

 

I just wanted to mention this today...

 

I dont want guys thinking!! I am totally blowing them off for no apparent reason...

 

I just wouldent be being fair to either you or me... *smile*

 

Maybe one day when I have my act together... And my studies are over!!!

 

Will I ever stop studying though!!!! I know I'll never stop learning...

 

Ho hum.. diddly do... whats a girl to do!!!!

 

Heading home from Aberdeen today.. on this cold wet and frosty morning..

 

Ive had a fabulous time up here with the minx!!

 

Played with Video again.. and didnt get it to work again... dont ask!! 

 

Will be back in February some time.. for more Aberdeen Angus.. Mwah!!!

 

Will have a few days home.. before we All head off to Belfast.. Tartandoll. and the

 

Minx  are travelling to Belfast on tour this week too..

 

So we plan to have a Fabulous Fillies Party Woo hoo...

 

Will let you know how we get on!!!

 

I do love Belfast City... The people are just lovely..

 

So   nearly February.. My word.. January has just flew by!!! 

 

Well I better go and pack my suitcase... And clean up the kitchen... B4 we head..

 

take care and enjoy your sunday...

 

mwah Lilli xxx